Tourist of Life

I came in as a tourist to life. Not knowing whats gonna happen and had the same thoughts as everyone else. To be original. Now i can be creative. I can continue to stay foolish and to carry around with me my box of crayons. If you read any of my posts you would understand who i was. Everything is based off myself and not some pen name because i could only right the truth. I love hard work. I will do anything to be successful. Im inspired by other peoples lives and there stories. I wanna be the best. I love my friends were all brothers. Im excited for life and to hit the next chapter. There's so many things to look forward to.

Ordinary World

Josh wakes up. It's two in the morning. He cant stop thinking about life and the things that are gonna happen to him. He doesnt want time to move because he knows in three more hours its running the routes again. Who the freak reads the newspaper anyways is his constant thought. He hates life. Everything about it. And he knows that the second his routes are done he has fifteen minutes for breakfast till his next shift, which is 7 hours standing on the corner of Missouri's hometown coffe shop throwing the sign back and forth. What could be worse? A lot of things but in his situation, nothing.. Cars stop and go giving him there slightest attention and for all he knows their gonna go out of business in two months.

His shift is almost up. Ten more minutes and he can leave. A black truck pulls up along side. Windows tinted so dark you couldnt make out the shadow of someone in the passenger seat. The window begins to slide and suddenly stops. There is a two inch gap between the top of the window and the car door. The light is green but the car continues to stay in the same position. A paper is thrown out the window and the gust of wind carries it eventually making it to his feet. Exhausted but curious he leans down to pick up the folded piece of paper. He begins to take it apart as the truck speeds off. He opens it up to find a target. He doesnt know the truth. He doesnt know that he is being targeted. As he looks up he doesnt have time to think. The bullett has already pierced his skull. Paramedics rush to the scene trying to save him. Its too late. Many will ask why and none will have the answer. No one understood the reason. It was his call to adventure. And when he wakes up... his life will be forever changed.

Dialogue

1  And i thought my jokes were bad..

2  Give me one reason why I shouldn't have my boy here pull your head off.

1  Ah ah ahhh. How about a magic trick??
    Im gonna make this pencil disappear..

2   (gets up out of chair and walks towards the joker)

1  BAM! (slamming his head on the table) Ta- daa!! It's gone!
1 Oh and the suit... It wasnt cheap, you outta know you bought it.

2 (slams fist on the table)

newspaper blackout

Airways Up

We stand alone.
Existing. Urged. Independent.
With the best.
To compete
And work together.

milkshakes

Not gonna lie ice cream is one of the greatest things there is. I could eat it all day. I'm about to give you some milkshakes you can make later tonight that will literally blow your mind.
BRAINFREEZE!!! Just for starters you've got the Mint Chocolate Chip with extra milk. Nice and creamy. Its unreal.  Then you've got you're cookie dough milkshake with the extra chocolate chips and not as much milk cause you're lookin for thickness on this one. Then you realized you almost passed out because the raspberry shake was so good you don't know what to do with yourself. Then the blackberry with the malt (thats all you brian). Then one of my favorites... Pero Chocolate Chip. You don't know how good it is until you've had it. And then the best one hands down. Banana Chocolate Chip Malt. I can't even explain it.

favorite

I would have to say my favorite movie is Warrior. The movie begins with family and it keeps the same storyline throughout the whole movie. It's a movie that shows the struggle of a family thats fallen apart and through time it was secretly and slowly brought back together by passion, love and dedication to a sport that has alway been a part of there lives. Its one of the best movies I've ever seen. It pumps me up every time I watch it.

heart of a lion

Song: We Ready

"it's the lack of faith that makes people afraid of taking chances.... i believe in myself"

jealousy

Dreams - Langston Hughs

The line that made me jealous "for when dreams die...."
Dreams happen everyday. Some of them come true.
Some are just dreams that never happen.
Your dreams will always change as you get
Older and have different outlooks on life but
It makes you think about the dreams you had in
The past and whether or not there still alive.

jumper

life as a jumper. too good to be true? what if that was happening in our dreams but we never realized it. we never knew. insane.

Anywhere.
Anything.
Instantly.

think about it....

sleep is what my bones said

they said it was time to grow. that it was time to get bigger. that it was time to eat. that it was time to dream and time to get out. they said it was time to learn and time to move. they said it was time to walk. and time to run. my bones told me they wanted milk and that it was time to rest. they told me they wanted to grow and never brake. my bones told me to work. i heard them say that they are getting tired. they said it was time for a bigger rest. my bones wanted me to lay down. they told me that the day was close. that it would soon be coming. my bones said they are fragile and that they are beginning to brake. what my bones said is that it was time to go.. my bones can't talk anymore... they told me they are going to sleep.

march madness

     

little train that could

Courage isn't strength in numbers...
It's the strength to stand alone.
Courage is to be an individual and to
Fight embarrassment. Who cares? None
Of it matters anyway. It takes courage
To stand up for something or someone.
Or to put an opinion on your own belief.
It's the strength to become a fighter.
Courage is whether or not you passed
The test. You're courageous when you
Stand up. When you're the example. When you
Keep going on... And on and on and on..
When no one believes in you, you already
Know that it doesn't matter what they say you
Keep going. And going and going.. And going..
Because you already know what it takes..

moab sensation

the best place on earth

life and death

Life is about memories and making things happen. death is about questioning.
            Life is about doing it now and not doing it later. death is the end of the road.
Life is about making decisions. death is the end of physical expierence and opportunity.
            Life is about the relationships and the people you meet.
Life is about the impact you have on somebody. death is about you're legacy and what lives on.
            Life is the impact somebody has on you. death is becoming unseen from familiar faces.
            Life is about an important lesson. death is going back home.

the FRIDGE

my fears

Sometimes i think that I am scared to accept my fears.
That I am scared to be an individual. That I am afraid of change and what happens after all this. Why am i scared of pain if sometimes i already know that its going to be there. Pain sucks but why does it suck. why does the word pain mean that it hurts. why does if it hurts then that means that its painful. What is pain? Is it on a scale from one to ten or can it sometimes be disappointment. I am afraid of disappointing people, of not setting myself to the highest point, and not getting all the way there.

I'm afraid of expectations and what people set me to be.

I'm afraid of not knowing what to do. And saying the wrong thing.

I'm afraid of decisions. I'm afraid of failure.

I'm afraid of the thoughts in the back of my head. and the thought that somebody else could go..

I'm afraid of an earthquake and what it would be like.
I'm scared for other people. 

the life of music

Without Music....? then what...?

I had to think about this question a little bit before i could really start thinking about what to say. No matter what there is a song for everything. Music is everywhere you go. Sound effects are in everything we do. Imagine what it would be like without it. Imagine what it would be like if your life was silent and you couldn't listen to rhythm or beats. Dances would be pointless and lyrics would be like reading books. It would be like memorizing words if there was no tune. It makes the lyrics exciting and inspirational, there always stuck in our heads.. The catchy beat to the song that makes you want to listen to it over and over again until it gets boring and you think to yourself that there couldn't possibly be another song out there that is gonna be better then this one and then another one comes out with that song thats insane and ten times better then the last 3 that were your favorite and it just keeps going forever.

Music never stops. The rhythm will never die.  

what is love

Love is a game, Love is 4 quarters, Love is a passion, Love is the thought that you cant get off your mind every day, Love is those moments you'll never forget, Love is a family, Love is music and poems, Love is determination, Love is 6 minutes, Love is pain, Love is trial, Love is peace that not everyone has the opportunity to feel, Love is a smile on someones face, Love is a box full of everything,
Love is unforgettable

greatness

“To be great is to be misunderstood.” 

"Great champions have an enormous sense of pride. The people who excel are those who are driven to show the world and prove to themselves just how good they are."


thinking about you

Im thinking about you like this poem... i can't get you off my mind.

Im thinking about you like A thinks about Z. Like the bushes think about that tree. Im thinking about you like airplanes think about flying and laces think about tying. Im thinking about my shoes. Im thinking about you like water thinks about flowing and business thinks about growing. Im thinking about you like a rapper thinks about his lyrics. Like the microphone thinks about projecting sound. Like the VHS thinks about fox and the hound. Im thinking about you like fame thinks about greatness. Like numbers think about who we are. Im thinking about you like a ring thinks about meaning. Like drugs think about dealing. Like hugs think about healing. Im thinking about you like work thinks about toughness. Like effort thinks about paying off. Im still thinking about you and i cant get you off my mind. 

whats inside

Im whatever you want. Every second. Im the chocolate milk.
Im the butter at the top, the turkey on the shelf, the cheese in the drawer.
I'm the leftovers.... Im in the Fridge..... I am the Fridge. I am the beast.
I am the real William Perry.